You ever feel just sorta… lost? Not lost as in, “What am I gonna do with my life.” Not that kind of lost. Just sort of… drifting. Like nothing you’re doing at the present time is permanent or has any substance. Like you’re just sailing along. Not to fast, not to slow. Just… at a pause.
Fuck that was a lot of ellipsis in one paragraph. Anyhow, what I’m trying to say is this; I need to set goals for myself. Personal goals. Long term goals. Goals that have nothing to with anything and goals that have something to do with everything.
So here’s my first goal. It’s a small one. But I have to do it. It will let me know that I can stick to one damn thing for any length of time at all. Like a normal, non-fucked-up human should, right? I’m going to start a “Photo a Day” blog over at Flickr. I will do this. I need to. I don’t have a great camera, just a little point and shoot Canon SD450. But it will work. Maybe if I do this, and am able to start taking some good pictures, I can really get involved in art.
Good. That’s settled. Now I can sleep. Everyone (no one?) have a pleasant weekend.
